*~ W.a.i.t.i.n.g fer ya ~*

Friday, October 28, 2005

[[Sastifaction n Guilt..]]

OOOoooooOOoooo
HahAha..
I spent 94 buckz 2dae
OhgOd.....
SoOo guilty mAn...

Went shoppin wif karen n engsiew
OoOsh..
Walk de whole Orchard..

In de end
Bot a black top at 2%
Price:27 buckz
Kekex..
At 1st dun realli lyke de top
Find it abit weird
BUt......
Discovered its "beauty"
When i tried it on 2nd tym

HAHAHAHA
I m soO weird rite..

Den proceed to Bugis...
OoOoo...
Finally!!!!!!!!!
Found a skirt at E-bAse
Its browny
And abit flare below
Nv tot its gona suits mi..

Even karen n engsiew commented
"1st tym see u wear skirt nice"
Dotx...........
Tian ar~~~~~
Guess mi gona dump all my mini skirtz..
kekex..

De skirt...
Price: 49 buckz
49 BUCKZ!!
Its nt on sales man

BUt its damn nice la
To mi......
Mi cannt tahan~~
Even when i walk ard bugis village
I cannt ferget tat skirt
Sooo in de end
Mi bot it!!!!!
Pluz a black top(on sales)
Price: 17.40 buckz
:p

Ohh mumi...
Plz 4give mi........
lolx..
I guess my bank acct
Gona turn 'dry'...

Thought of you at... |10:05 PM|

[[U r onli almost here..]]

Hey hiii..

JUz listened to mani
Sentimental songz

*Almost here*
(by Delta Goodrem)

Brian:

Did I hear you right?
Cause I thought you said
Let's think it over
You have been my life
And I never planned
Growing old without you

Shadows bleeding through de light

Where the love once shined so bright

Came without a reason
Don't let go on us tonight
Love's not always black and white
Haven't I always loved you?

Delta :

But when I need you
You're almost here
And I know that's not enough
And when I'm with you
I'm close to tears
Cause your only almost here

Almost here~~

A nice duet rite...
Gettin * abit nostaglic*
Haiiiii

My butt aches lyke hell...

Mayb coz of all tat..
Feels lyke cryin...

oHhh gOd...
I feel abit dirty...
Tian ar....
My handz~~~~
(refer to my prev entry)
hahahhahahahahhahahahhahahahhahahahahahahahha

Thought of you at... |12:18 AM|

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Thursday, October 27, 2005

[[Walkin on ice...c.o.o.l?]]

HaHA
Went ice-skatin at jurong~
Wif peirong n engsiew
(Wheres karen??sob)

EhH..
But fer mi...
Ish "ice-walkin"
lolx..
Cool rite
Kj sae i can join
'Disney walk on ice'

Dotx dotx dotx..
Okii..
I noe its LAME

Heex..
Its damn fun la~
(Thou i stil duno hw to skate)
Its oso damn coolin ther
Wif music blusterin on
Quite fun..
And make new frendz lyke..
(LaLa ,Taufik and kEh wei?!)
Cute namez rite kekex..

Lolx..
Dey r a cute bunch of ppl
HmM
I noe keH wei 1st
At 1st tot hes lyke mi
1st-timer
"Duno hw to skate kind"
Oki..
Guess i m over friendly
That i send de wrong msg
OhH shit~~

I muz sae hes quite gd
Keep 'watchin' over mi
When i skate
(He didnt skate v well act)
And even offer his hand!
God~~~~~
Mi act hold his hand while skate
DIEDIEDIE

Guess in certain circumstances
Humans do perform unexpected actions

Hes juz nt my type~
Thou hes 'gentleman'..
Fer when i fall
He gt use his body to prevent mi
From falling..

Den..

Diz incident act brings mi back
Bring mi back 2 de tym in sec sch
When i had a gr8 fall in de canteen
And my boii didnt save mi

I duno y..
Feel lyke cryin sudden..
Its weird rite??!
Coz diz incident happened
Long Long Long agoooooo..

I m stil ponderin ova it
Humanz r realli weird!!!
LOLX

And keh wei asked mi out..
Oki i sorta xpected it..
Mi rejected him
Coz..

*No chemistry*

AND................

I cant believe tat he still dropped his no.
Into my BAG..
Unknowningly sumor...
He pro la~~~
Duno muz sae he humji or nt?!
OOpz~

Thought of you at... |10:18 PM|

[[Such a slacker~]]

hehex...
hiiiii.......
2dae slp till till
1pm.........

Piggi !!! rite~~
Hav been slackin
Fer few daez le
Ever since..
De exhibitionz ended..

Sorta miss that few daez
Fun sia
Most impt
Can earn $$$~~~

haiz~~
Now abit sian...
Nth to do...

Been starin at de comp
Juz register fer GEMz
WOotz..

Gt into
"Illustration n Bookmakin"
WoW
HaHA
Soundz studiouz rite
HeEhe

Actually..
Its abt art
Imagine****
U r able to...
Publish ur drawings~~

Ooooooo....
Most impt..
Mi can draw n paint!!!!!!

Finally~~
Such a long tym
Ever since i left
Bowen

hMmm..
Wonda if my skills
Gt deteriorate ma..
Hehz..

keke..
My module class..
hMmm
Ver small
Onli gt 40 ppl takin

OhH..
Guess..
Mostly shld b gerz ba...
lolx...

Thought of you at... |12:41 AM|

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Monday, October 24, 2005

[[heiheihei....]]

niCe design rite?Henna~

(Atos ) dE massengerz~

HAHAHAHAHAHA
kekekekekekkeke

Recently gt losta tings happen
Funi'
Interestin'
Shockin'

Heex..
Hav been quite bz
Workin!!!!
Yeah!!!
Fer de last 2 daez
Hav been wkin as
A.....A....
MaSsenger!

Oh gosH!~~~
Can u believe it??
Eeling can massenge!!!?

And futhurmore
Massenge fer......
VIPz!!!!!!!
Ooh thos fatty*blackiez
Oopz...lol
(suntec jewellery exhibition)

Wow!!
Tats soo excitin~rite
And scary~~~
Pay ish gd
8 buckz per hr
Yup~

But...
Upon de 2nd dae
I cannt stand it le...
Ehh..
Shld be..
My hand cannt stand it
LoL

Heng~
Niki gif mi another job
Givin out Flyerz~~
5 buckz per hr
(holistic fair)

Hahax..
Nv tot it wld b fun
Met alot of ppl
Saw funii incidents
Heard crazy soundz*
Actually..
De fair ish bit crappy..
Al thos palm readin
Tarot readinz
Healing therapy
Blahblahblah
Hahaa..soo fake

Kekex
Luckily..
Mi still gt joyce(NYP)
And even Jasmine!!(4E6)
To hang ard wif..
If not....
DieDie..

Joyce ish sooo carin n nice
Guided mi...
When i lost my way..
Lol
*Sweet ger

Jasmine ish a gift
Sudden pOp out !!!
haha
Shes damn cute la
Wif her ard
Life wil b interestin~

Ohh..
Nt 4gettin..
De 'darlie ger'..
Coz of ya..
Mi dicover alot of tingz
Mostly
Abt *Qoo's liez

Realli muz tHx ya~~

HAHA
And oso 'anDy'
Fer ur massage
BUt u realli behave
Lyke my 'frend'
Even lukz lyke him
SOOo scary~~~~lol

* I dun luk lyke goldfish!*

Last but nt least...
Muz thx de...
Henna Master
Lol...
Fer de gr8 design!!!
Lubb it man..
Esp when its black!!!

Thought of you at... |12:19 AM|

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Wednesday, October 19, 2005

[[HMmmmmm]]

wootz.

Went kbox 2dae
haha
funiii
tried sum "kuai ge"~
;p

Finallly!!!!
ish nt
ballads= eeling animor..

Haiii...
afta tat went kpool
Butttttt.....
still sux at it la

Keke...
hope afta sumtym
can improve

Mayb mi shld
hav mor confidence
in myself

Its actually ver impt
but i m still
lackin of it....

HAHAHAHHA
O.M.G

Mi act HU le!!!!
fer de 1st time!!!!!
fer my manjiong session

Thought of you at... |11:28 PM|

[[soo cold...]]

soo cold
prr..

i cannt sense ani warmth
from u

wad happened
exactly??!
sigh~
i tot we can toke
our hearts out
pour our wores...

i heard tat mayb...
mayb its bcoz
u dun trust mi animor

haiiii.........

i tot...
we can be as gd as b4....
ever since tat hartful fone chat

hMmmm
mi havin illusion~
again?

perharpz
therez sum
m.i.s.u.n.d.e.r.s.t.a.n.d.i.n.g

truly hope tat
u will open
de door..

Thought of you at... |12:05 AM|

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Saturday, October 15, 2005

[[Four daez..]]

bububu....actin cute..(hey i luk pale)
*fasT east*

kekexx..
hii
long tym no see.
its been ages tat i ever logged in.
my 2upid com laaaa
oOpz
shld be my 2upid modem
cannt function properly
tsk.tsk.
soo irritatin..

heexx.....
soo sian nw..
cant find a gd part- tym jobby
(or issit i m choosy??)

these few daez.
hMmmm..
gt losta thingz happen

let mi begin fr

tue 111005

its a v special dae
haha
althou my poor darlin(ivy) sprained her arm
but smth unexpected happened
heex
my boiii act called mi!
keke
althou its bcoz of a lame . reason.
still.feel. happi la..(honestly)
long tym nv heard fr him(mean his voice)
ever since tat dae we parted(when he went away 1st)..
hMmm
i tink we toke fer lyke ard 4 hrz..lyke a long maraonthon
we shared alot of thingz
most of de tym hes tokin abt his life la
i can feel his excitement
haa
i tink i oso sound excited
and oso other feelinz..
u noe lyke a kind of chemistry thingy tat we used to experience
ermm i oso duno hw to explain laah
keke ..leave fer u all to imagine ba...

haii..i wonda hws his promo result
dotxx...
he havnt tell mi yet
hope everythin is smooth fer him....

waitin..and waitin...wait...
till he feels lyke tellin mii

wed 121005

hMmmm ...
hehe
nth realli excited fer todae la
but juz tat went fer my 2 dae work trainin
learn to massage
haha
and oso learn de fact tat i use alot of strength
haha
nt gentle

and also my hand *aches

thur131005

OOooo..went shopPin wif peirong n karen in town
haha
tot i will nt buy anithin de
but end up...
wootz
bot a white shoulder bag
and a black top
dotx...
oHHhh...
my hart aches
nOoo moni liaoz
shuckz man.....

*TODAE *

east coast
cyclin wif mi jiemeiz
dotx
oki i m learnin
but still diz tym
haii
cmi la
mayb i m juz tooo idiotic and weak la
de 2nd tym le still fail
sadd leh
abit depressed

haiiii.......haiiii
den tot can see himm
my hopes oso dashed
haaA
suan le
dun wan him to see my pathetic face and all de bluez.blackz.

Thought of you at... |12:04 AM|

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Sunday, October 02, 2005

[[..my second totz...]]

sometimes i wonda if i m evil
if i m selfish
i m indecisive
blahblahblah
and most of all

FOOLISH

abt my tots....(my second tots?)

i ended it...
bcoz i m unhappi..
and i noe it will never work.

B.R.E.A.K.F.R.E.E.

i tot i shld be able to break away fr it

i tot he will nv be inside my circle of life again

i tot ... i tot ..i tot

its juz all my own totz..

and nw i duno...
whether i shld erase him completely off from my life

its abit contradicting..
for i m de one whu invited him ..
into my dream.
.my life.
and .my hart.

Thought of you at... |12:27 AM|

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