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Thursday, September 29, 2005

[[dream a little dream ...]]

....
.i used to dream.
.of the thingz around mii.
simple thingz - schoolin? being late?shopping?getting lost?
Setting (of my dreamz): S'pore
haha.lame.rite.

ystd mi had a 2upid n crappy dreamm
i dreamt of mi goin back to de old timey
*scHoOl unifOrm*!!
hahaAa...the tutu mi laaaa....
but act i enjoyed the feelin
of being back to scHh...

*cough*cough*
okix nw back to my dream settin again
haa.haha.
its act in a veri ulu part of S'pore
lolxx..dun ask mi where issit
aniwae..
i can onli recall a few characters in my dream
most of them r my poly frendz
one of the most distinctive one ish KC
hMMmm ..hes a ver mysteriouz guy
muz be wondain hw cum i onli remb him??????
nOt bcoz hes handsome or wad....keke
ish juz tat hes de first person to toke to miii(in my dream laa)
n he asked mi a ver ver sensitive qn
"oHhh hw cum u quarrel wif them?..wad happened exactly"

.To put it simple n in general.
.thers a conflict goin on.
.sorta had disagreement wif my peers in schhh.(in reality!!)
.and its veri baddd.
.damnn badd.
and its bcumin
.w.o.r.s.e

onli left wif
.s.i.l.e.n.c.e
.among us.
.c.r.a.c.k

i tink its hard to mend
i tink its goin to take ages to repair
i tink
i tink soOo..

okix.
.now
.back to my dreamland.
a strange thing happened afta kc ask mi tat qn
a scene juz cut in suddenly
*wHoOsh*
a nice swimming poOl
.guess wad.
a sun rising from de swimming pool
...dotx...
.thats weird rite.
but its a veri beautiful scene to mi
the atmosphere n everything
the coolness of de swimming pool
the warmth from the sun rays
mi sorta catch a glimpse of de rainbow
.a verii light one.
**hao xin fu**
.and then rite afta tat moment.
i sudden sense sumthg ish wrong
hw cum i can feel de coolness of de water??????
tat means i m ver ver near the pool
or in fact i m in the water?????

oHhh gosh~~ i duno hw to swim
this alert msg ish send across my mind
nOoooooooooo

.haha.
Before i can scream or shout
i find myself dry n clean in de next min
and i m alredy on de buz wif my frendz.
(thats de great thing abt dream)
(u dun hav to worry abt consquences)

da.da.da
.long jounery to nowhere.
change buz along de way
until i see a familiar buztop
den i realise de buz had reached my neighbourhood
.funni.
sudden all of uz alight at de buztop
n i saw himm
squatting at de buztop
wif a newspaper in front
but i still can sense tats him
thou hes a bit plump
hMMmmm plump?!!!
oHhhh Kj had succeeded in gainin weight!!
.haha.
hes act a bamboo in realiy....oOpz

happily chattin wif him
and thats when de tragedy strikez
la.la.la.laa.
i cant find my sch bagg

.......
wth!!
.haha.
my frendz start to throw mi de sicken lookz
like i m sum kind of pest
haii..
yaA
blame it on my forgetfulness
clumsyness?
or lameness??
lol

de funni thing ish we all started to board a buz back to interchange
to look fer my 2upid bag
.dotx.

.......
.....
...afta endless hr of waitin

sumbodi patted my head
......
n i see my baby sis smilin at mi
"jiejie!!"

.den i noe.

.its time to wake up ger.

Thought of you at... |12:36 AM|

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Tuesday, September 20, 2005

[[' i wish i can remember my love forever]]

OOooooo...a nicee movie 'A moment to remember'..touchin n movin one...i nv tot i wld tear upon watchin....
At the start..i dun realli understd y the director put in certain scenez (which are unimpt to mi..)
Most ppl wld tink tat its juz another typical romance show
A rich ger met the poor carpenter
*BANg*
Both of them fall iN lubbbb...
** haaaha at first i realli yawned
Coz its juz old granny story laaaa in disc oNe.....

Its started at disc TwOo..
when i wake up...**
haahaha when de tragedy strikez..
the ger n the boii shld live happily ever after de..
by rite....
but sad to sae.....
the ger realise tat she has Alzheimer's Disease ..
*crack*
everything ish soo bad afta tat
the boii suffered
when the ger cannt remember anith..even him....
the worssst thingy ish tat she even call him by her ex-lover's name n whispered "i love u"~~~~~(tats de part i cried)

its like hell....when ur loved one cldnt remember u..n everything....
when ur memory ish gone..sOoo ish ur soul....

Thought of you at... |12:19 AM|

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